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Kathleen M Ross

Please pray for me!

The main important is for me to love God with my whole heart, mind, soul, strength and everything. God is my FIRST priority!! With God, I am loved but I love my whole family, relatives and unsaved people who don't know Jesus as He is their personal Lord and Savior yet. Also, I still LOVE my own brothers and sisters in Christ so very much. I will NEVER stop loving them. But some of them are my enemies. Jesus says, "Love your enemies and do good to them." I must obey Him... Love God first and people, then myself last.

Anyway, I'd like to tell you that I have not been in church since August, 2023. Honestly, I do MISS attending church to worship Him there and have a good fellowship with my own brothers and sisters in Christ. I wanted to share this with you but it is not important for me to share my personal issue with you, not necessary for you to know why I stop going to church. Anyway, maybe one day, that my heart needs to be cleansed first and then go to church but my heart is cleaned but I do have a fear that I do not want anything bad happen when I see people there because of my lack of trust that I need to trust God and go to church. That is my problem! BUT I have a good bright side that I have an opportunity for me to watch every deaf/ hearing pastors to preach the Gospel from the Bible on videos every Sunday. I feel loved when they are preaching the Word of God at their churches. Praise God for that technologies!! Um, whenever I am ready to go back to HBC one of these Sunday. Please pray for me to be COURAGE and BRAVE to go back to church one day. I am praying about this too. Your prayers are very helpful! For me, I want to do right thing with God, then I will go back. Pray that God takes away my fear, please!?!?! Thank you and God bless!

Received: February 11, 2024